Again

Talk to me. I'll entertain you. No doubt.

But I don't know how far would this go.

All the best =)

That time.

I nearly forgot. 23/10/09. yesterday was the first time I participated in a debate competition.
Everything that day is STILL so fresh in my mine.

Four of us were SO nervous that we shiver when we jot down points of our opponents. But , we act like so cool and calm,and even threw those confident glances to our opponents. I remember after the match Yee En ask us why were we SO calm even it's our first ever match, he told KK through the phone that "Your juniors are SO CALM..., what happen??" And yea, we changed our points last minute, half an hour before going for the match.No, not change to new points, but our new main point is ... just oppose! LOL. damn pro.

Haha. what an experience. I miss that time. Our thighs were so so so red after the competition, just because we were so nervous and don't know what to say in the 4 to 4 match and keep on patting on each others' thigh till red! LOL. We thought we did quite well but Yee En said we only have 30% to win. haha. Yea, we lose. He even say maybe we will cry after he say this...

I really really miss that time. Our batch of debaters were wonderful and we never have conflicts,you know those politics? But we do quarrel, sometimes. I don't mind all that if I only I can go back to that time. Thinking back, we were hilarious and know nothing. Love debate more than anything. And also, we stick together no matter where we go. Admire the same things, work hard for the same aim. How good.

5 years till now. I'm still here. tired and don't know how to continue.

A treasure or trash.

Love or loathe.
Leave or stay.


If friendship is the best gift, I'm convinced that one of mine is spoilt.
If I could be cold as you, I wouldn't mind.
If this is how you suppose it should end or die away, I don't have a say.




PHEW. better now.

It's okay.

I came to realise some of my friends are stuck in between. I'm sorry.

BUT, you don't have to hide because you're afraid that I'll get angry or sad or what. It' s totally fine, you don't have to hide it or talk really softly so I couldn't hear. I have no idea what happened you know. AND, I have no right to be mad at you all because of you know... After all he or she is not concern about me and it's NOT fine, actually , but it hafta be fine, one day. I will soon realise it's no use being his or her friend anymore is he or she is not bothering. You guys can have all the fun you want. I'm used to be in this situation, since young. AND, I half believe that this stupid thing will not work out on me, since young till now. NEVER. But, I still have that slightest hope that it will work out, one day, after I leave you. Things change, people change, or maybe I will change or I had changed.


BYE.

LEAVE.

Piano - Violin

Halo =)
Life's hectic and it's kinda weird when you slow down after being busy for so long.Memories from the past came back to me quite often recently... I miss those times.

Well, so trials is 98% done. It was just okay, my memories are bad so I forgive myself for not remembering everything I studied well. Good excuse heh. BUT, I will definitely bury myself into the books before SPM and make sure I know everything before I step into the class and take my SPM exam. I hope. No, I'm quite sure I can make it.Haha.

However, this Raya holiday came at the right timing. & I've got chance to catch up with some movies, got a party awaiting next weekend right before biology paper 3 but it's okay. No worries. Anyway, outing with the GANG is very much anticipated, I hope we won't end up in McD's or some Japanese cuisine restaurant again. =\ Anyway, I'm gonna watch G-Force tomorrow at Tropicana City Mall, hope it's nice there.

Pray, this holiday is never gonna be full of procrastination.

Taylor Swift's songs - my current addiction. You belong with me ^^ & the music video is really really nice also. Sad for the Kanye West incident in VMA. =( Falling for you by Colbie Caillat is awesome.and and, I'm recommending Not meant to be by Theory of a Deadman ,it's not a really new song but I like it a lot.
As for chinese songs, there's a new duet from Halo Music, I think their English name is Thomas Jack, if not mistaken．I still love Penny a lot, she's a genius and she rocks! How can someone compose so many wonderful songs in all her album all by herself and now she's being a really successful music video director. David Tao 's new song, adoration, which coincidently got the same name as Z Chen's one is very touching, but i think i prefer Z Chen's one more.

I can't wait for Heroes season 4 .......and i love watching Moonlight Resonance although I did not watch the one before, don't know what is it called.

It's a long update i guess.

By the way, I only have the feeling to update my blog whenever I feel something different in my life or if there's some thoughts going on is my mine.I mean, those special thoughts. But, I don't reveal it here cause I feel insecure as this is an open blog. I feel that a blog is a place where I can tell my friends what's going on with me lately although as I said I don't really reveal everything here.Haha, it doesn't really serve the purpose, if you know what i mean.

Oh, hi Serena! Can't believe i met you here! haha, Serena's my first best friend is primary, i mean that kind of best friend which I really open up to when I was in primary. But, long time no see la Serena =( Catch up some day okay?

Unwell here.

Unwell

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

NONE.

update?
yes . here.










your head.







Sometimes some things or people are deep down in your heart, they may not know but what's the point of letting them know when you're not deep down in their heart or you don't even play an important role in their life although they are important in yours.
Ouch,
this feeling is here all the while =(

2009年 联欢会(变装午会)

This post will be in chinese since I can express me feelings and thoughts better in chinese=)
For my english ed. friends, I'm sorry.
You can ask me for translation at the price of 1 buck for one sentence.
LOL


今年联欢会办得挺成功的，和往年比起来的确很不一样，而且充满朝气。
当然，当中有些失误和不足。
新人事新作风，我赫然发现这很重要。
华文学会似乎一直在守旧，停滞不前。
但是我从你们这些中四的小朋友们看到了改变。
本人有些庆幸。=)
中三 中二 中一 的同学们要加把劲！

我不太会在这里表达一些想法和所谓的感性。
留给检讨会吧！
我期待看到大家的成长。加油!
华文学会的传承就靠你们了！

第一张照片当然是我最引以为傲的仕元

I think only I so smart took photo with him . HAHA.


Jin Chuen(organising chairperson)

Carena Lim( Vice OC )

Sook Ven.
the one who understands me. god knows why.



My personal junior aka lousy poser -Wai Phun.


Wei Nian. emcee of the day.

Chew Yee. Super Poser.

Yen Lin. Me. Yin Yan

Tse Hui

Wen Peng came that day. So sad he came after the food.
He was disappointed.



Okay.
I'm very lazy to upload photos.
Still got a lot.
But. lazy la.



Probably will blog bout prefects' graduation next ,

My dear childish partner, don't worry.
^^