Sense of Loss

My blog is super empty, simply because everytime I have a new post, after typing and previewing it, I'll delete it. Yes, I cannot let everyone or anyone know my thoughts, it's way too scary to do so. Well, sometimes I do save the draft, for my own reference, or what, I don't know. It became my habit to write or type down feelings or thoughts , then read it once, and finally destroy or just keep it. It's a way of "self-service".

And, I would like to blog in chinese, but I find it awkward because I can express my feelings better in chinese, and so it's a lot more scary. I've got another place for it anyway. =D

Erm, so I would like to talk about sense of loss.I always have it after I come back from any events or activities. You see, you have fun and indulge yourself in that particular activity with particular friends or people you adore so much. When you reach home,it's like, you just lost something so precious and so close to you. Usually, this feeling remains about one week or more or less.It's a sickness. Sometimes I choose not to attend some functions ot events because of this. But I clearly understand that I need to get over it.
This is life.

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Do you have anyone else you truly appreciate and look up to in your life? I mean excluding your family members, especially parents, cause they are definitely people you should appreciate. For me, of course there is.

Well, just curious, have you ever tell the person how much you appreciate him/her ? And how much he/she changed your life to the better, or worse?
Do you feel like telling him/her?
Should you?
Will you?

Does he/she knows how much he/she meant to you?
Does he/she knows how his/her little things or advices changed you?

Worth thinking. Not?