I want to LAUGH.

So boring so boring so boring so so so so so so so boring
1st day doing nothing at home, nothing at all. I tried to sleep , I can't , there's too much in my mind. Then I watch TV, then Astro is so boring, repeat repeat and REPEAT. Then I come online, none of my can-chat-very-long-friends are online. Then I tried to sleep, still cannot sleep. Then I wanna go out, nobody is free. Then I wanna play with my dog, she wants to sleep. Then the stupid weather is so hot, and yet I still can't sleep.Then I got rejected . Then I feel down. Then I come online again, and so I revive my blog. Then I am here, then I started typing.Then I tried to sleep again. Then I watch TV, I realise it's repeating again. Then I walk around my room, I realise I'm walking in circles. Then I get dizzy. Then I feel like shouting....... SO BORING LA!!!
Then I realise I have to do something or at least find something to do or I'll think think think non-stop. It's unhealthy.

I really wonder, those friends of mine who stone at home for the past 3, 4 months. How did you survive??

It's only my 1st day, and I feel damn useless.
I need to find my purpose in life.
I need to get a hobby.
I need inspiration.